If I Could

If I could close this door

And never open it again

Lock myself out

And throw away the key

Would I find a window

Out of this room?

If I could end this book

In peace

Never start it again

Would I find another

That I could read

From the middle

If I could tear this book apart

Would I be able to

Pick up the pieces

And write my own story

Find all the best parts

Throw away all the worst

If I could keep this car

Turn it around

Turn it upside down

Make it my own

And fly

If I could

I would

But I don’t know how

I know I should

But I don’t know how