Mistrust limits a person and what can be learned from the world. I know people who have screwed me because some people are just too casual about the damage they do or are following orders that absolve from their own humanity. What to do with these rats? Some I forgive, some I won’t ever deal with again (but would cross the street to piss on their shoe) and many I have no choice, or desire but to allow them into my reality and live with the discomfort, contradiction and conflict within myself.

Letting people go like were confetti out the window rips me apart–I can’t do it.