I can relate a lot to this Maha with 4 kids unpaid play-academicish activity unwarranted classroom adventure etc.

None of this is planned, I just make it up as I go along.

I never really understood work or how important other people thought others to be.

Money, rat-races, business, getting one over, I just find boring.

I have only ever done adventure, messing around. I had to use social media to find like-minded play-mates that enabled me to not get deadly bored.

Over-play is also tiring. Too many friends is demanding. I suppose I am finding time again not for me but for silence.

I just remembered my parents talked of having time for “quiet time” and now I can sort of understand.